Harbour of My Tomorrows
I always knew there was a book inside me. There
were times I came close to a story, but all the
ingredients didn’t mix together quite right.
Then I saw the old picture of John Gavin, my
husband’s great grandfather. When I looked into
those eyes I knew there was, not only a story, but
a story that had already captured me and I knew
until his life’s journey was written those
remarkable eyes would hold me captive.
It’s been an intense journey, bringing a man back
to life. But before long he was laughing, crying,
playing music and falling in love.
In writing my first novel, HARBOUR OF MY
TOMORROWS it has touched me deeply. When I
wanted to describe the harbour, I had only to look
out my window. When I needed to describe the
house John lived in, in the nineteenth century, I
had only to take a picture off my wall and place it
next to my computer.
His years in Ireland required a lot of research
because I had never been there and I am not a
traveler. But I swore that until I could feel Ireland’s
breezes on my face, I wouldn’t write a word.
After a couple of years reading everything I could
find on Ireland in the middle 1850’s, the breezes
not only blew across my face, soon I was swept
away.
Against all odds, John’s eyes opened and
the stark reality progressively took over his
mind. As fragments of recent events
returned, he knew that he was on the
ocean; rocking, swaying and sick to his
stomach. He had become accustomed to
nightmares in his young life, but he knew
this moment was real. He felt it in the
sharp pains that flooded his back, inflicted
upon him when he was dragged over the
uneven ground. He felt it in his two wrists,
which even in the darkness, he sensed
were blackened by the roughness of his
aggressors.
And he knew the terror that seized each
and every muscle in his painful body was
as real as the aching and longing gripping
fiercely at his heart.
With each rolling wave, he moved further
away from Ireland; from the soil of his ancestors, from his
new and wonderful family, from his friend Jim, and from
Maggie. But the name that he struggled to utter through his
misery was that of his brother, “Please God, let me some
day, see Luke again,” he prayed, as he drifted back into
unconsciousness”.
It is my hope that anyone who reads this novel will be
touched by the story of a young Irish lad who was forced to
leave behind his two greatest loves… his younger brother,
Luke…..and his Ireland.